What I Know

from what i know, love is so easy to find. Well' thats for me. It's just that if the person ddosent love you back....It hurts. Whens someone breaks your heart its kills you inside and out. Like a gorging pain ripping out your insides. Its like your father telling you he'll make it to that next show, and when you preform his seat is empty.Through my life, my dad hasn't been a big part of it. While i was growing up there were alot of singli parents in the world. but none of those families were like mine. When i was born my mom and my godmother were the only things i had.in my fmily the men ususally leave the women to do all the work.Then they come back and claim they brought the children into the world and they deserve some respect. Which is completely wrong but that just happens.The only strong love i had was my mother. Love from my mom showed me how easily you can be happy and be hurt. My mom was hurt but she always found the good side to things. I love my mom with all the heart i can give.
So when a guy says he loves you, there are some questions that need to be asked. These are the questions:
A)Would you care for me when im at my weakest?
B)Would you stay with me on the phone when i was scared until i fell asleep?
C)Would you understand my pain and never laugh at it?
If your so called "boy friemd" sayd no to any one of the questions, he dosent love you at all. thats just what it's like.

What Love Really Means

What is love without hate
Is that of fate
thought never to be found
Till your last days around
Is that bound
This world so cruel
Is that its fuel
The feeling of dislike
A person gives no sympathetic strike
That is which no one likes
Its the start of this wreched war
The reason so many people are poor
They've found no love
They'r fate, just as a crying dove
Nothing to look to above
But they make it out alive
The search for love they strive
They know they must survive
It's hard to know they died
They'r search, god has denied
Nothing but tears in their eyes
To know they heard all lies
To think they werent that wise
Then their stuck inbetween
What love really does mean